I can-t eat. I-ll have to make myself, at least for dinner because tomorrow morning I have a tiresome schedule ahead of me where I won-t walk back home, even if I feel sick. I got until January, and aside from the week Jinjin will be here, I can-t allow myself to waste any time.
I-m hurt, more hurt about what went on than I will ever admit it (I mean, even so, why bother to admit it or talk about it to anyone who would make me feel worse about it? Not this time, just not this time) but something good came out of it, it did, it did! And maybe one day I will be able to say thank you properly.
Thank you for making me find a purpose for those awkward steps of mine and showing me I have to make them flow, and they-ll carry me to new heights. To learn it, love it, live it.
Work hard. Then harder.
So, because of this, in some winter day I-ll pull my hood up and expose myself to anyone who-s watching and, as a thank you, I will dance for your cause. For you.
Until then....
...돌아올지도 몰라
B.
