I had no sleep last night, I only managed to doze off around 3 in the morning, after twisting and turning after thinking and thinking about things. I woke up late in the afternoon and remembered I haven-t eaten anything ever since yesterday morning. Munched down and egg and cheese, then realized that if I eat anything more I-ll get sick so I jumped in for the kill directly for the coffee cup waiting on the table.
I-ve been pretty much unable to reply in anything more than two syllable words all day and I kept spacing out watching the rain outside and listened to what was being said to me without actually listening.
In the end I finally sat down in front of my laptop and put my headphones on. It was the first time I realized what effect it had on me, even though this happened so many times before I lost count. Finally aware and awake, like I-ve been sleeping all day. It helped the first song that started was Angel (kudos for Wooyoung, having the first lyric).
I-d die without my music, the greatest tragedy for me would be to go deaf. Maybe not literally die but something inside me would just break beyond repair.
When I-m out on the dance floor, I let everything go and dance until I can-t dance no more, when it-s just me and the music, it-s a perfect moment in time, just put the right beats on and nothing can stop me.
I don-t wake up until I put my headphones on.
B.
